#Someday

Last night, I went to a wedding…alone.

I’ve gone to all of the weddings I’ve been to in my adult life alone – I mean, I had a date to one, but he got stuck in traffic, and didn’t get there until the end. I was so nervous for him knowing how much he hated traffic that I didn’t really eat. So, we went to a late dinner after…

So, yeah, every wedding, alone.

And, I love it each time.

There is a sense of “crap, I really am alone” each time they announce the dances for married couples.

But, for the most part, I’m surround by loved ones, celebrating love & beauty, and being able to create memories with the important people in my life.

Honestly, I want that day (maybe not as elaborately as most others), but I want that day to celebrate with my him, to say, “now & forever”.

A stunning example of God’s love for us, that’s what I hope our relationship represents…

But, the only way that will happen is if we are preparing ourselves in advance, covering one another in prayer, and seeking God first in all we do.

I don’t know if I believe in “the one”, but I do believe in praying for “the one I will choose & who chooses me back”. And, I believe in becoming the one he is waiting & praying for, preparing myself, covering him in prayer, and seeking God in all I do.

Now, I know I do that…and I pray he is also doing that. Because, that way, I know our love story will be so beautiful it can only be orchestrated by the Creator of the Universe.

So, until that day, I will continue to muse: #Someday